results were far lousier than expected. but i guess thats life, you dont always get what you want despite working hard for it.
still, looking back, so much for wanting to get out of yj asap. come to think of it, ive learnt much, enjoyed much, played much, slacked much, studied whoa a whole lot much, went through much and definitely, forged many true friendships.
regrets in yj?
none.
so im hoping for arts and social. or not, arts degree in education in order to pursue my teaching career and hopefully subsequently, doing my own business, being my own boss. :)
hahaha but thats still pretty far to think of.
it sucks to have this strong feeling after the return of a's results that my subsequent decision will change my life.
but weirdly enough, i feel more matured.
and i realised,
i worry damn alot. like DAMN alot.
ive been thinking much about these...
what if i graduate and am left hanging there, jobless?
what if the economy is still facing with a recession when i graduate?
what if i end up in a course i dislike?
what if i become a lost sheep, having nowhere to go?
what if i dont earn enough to support myself?
all the what ifs.
i guess.
thats life.
or maybe, i just worry too much.
is this sth you're supposed to be feeling after the return of the results?
or isit just me?
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all in all.
"never let others look down on you. always be strong."
i'll rmb that. well afterall, i guess dads are meant to teach us some lessons about life.
i'll hang on, and be strong.
no doubt about that.
