i finally understand why we're being labeled as 'digital natives'. four days without the TV and reaching two weeks without the Internet. i must say, i felt kinda empty. and, im a little embarrassed having to feel that way.
now that almost everything is back intact. i can safely say, ive retired from being a part time cave woman.
there was even a moment of joy cum excitement in me when i lay my mouse onto the sign in button and then get to see a box popping out at the bottom right of my com stating, "cos every girl is beautiful has just signed in" :) :)
on a random insane thought. im actually missing my yj school days. not the studying of a levels part of course. but purely just the attending of lessons as a class, pissing teachers off tgt and of cos, hahaha attempting to skip h1 tutorials.
after working in the retail industry, experiencing a little of it and at the same time, hearing various experiences of others who have been in it for years, im pretty sure thats not somewhere i want to be part of.
ive been putting in much thought about the job i want to take on in the future. i dont wish to work till the age of 50, only to realise that thats not something i want.
i realised how ive actually forsake my dream of wanting to be part of the tourism/hotel industry just because of the stuffs ive heard about it. and then my ambition as a teacher, im asking myself if i am really into it.
and if you ask me whats my conclusion.
truthfully speaking, im still lost like a lost sheep.
ALRIGHT now on a really random thought.
my pimples are not clearing!! and my lame reasoning ive came out with for that is,
stress leads to pimples. im stress over my pimples. stress = pimples and pimples make me stress so my pimples tabole clear. HAH.
OK YOU KNOW.
CHEAP THRILL. thats how you past time while walking home.
k i ought to sleep alr. full shift tmr. goodness. i cant wait for my pay to come and im looking forward to the day where i have too much time to spare. :D
