today. friday. last day of school.
im not exceptionally happy. nor excited or anything.
just.
well.
glad.
its the closure of one chapter of my life.
year 1, completed.
we were just thinking back, wondering how we've all made it till today.
from strangers to friends.
to brothers and sisters.
to abangs and meimeis.
its all been great i must say.
but overall, this year has been pretty bumpy.
it hasnt been really good.
totally struggled with my studies. especially maths.
up till now, i still have a fear for maths.
and thats not a good sign for next year.
though thats the case, everything just went past. like that.
now next year.
new chapter.
im expecting myself to be facing with much more stress than i am facing during promos.
more worries.
more problems with maths.
basically,
more of everything.
im probably gonna be a no-lifer once again at the start of the year.
or maybe during dec this year.
cannot play alr la ah.
if i dont end up into uni,
then all my dreams and ambition will be gone.
i can simply just wave goodbye to them and blame no one.
but myself.
before i start regretting again,
i better constantly remind myself abt that.
ok i better not blog anymore cos its getting late and there's trg tmr!!
sighhhh.
im super afraid that i oversleep and end up running round and round the track.
5 mins 1 round, 10 mins 2 round etc etc.
no joke no joke.
i alr set 3 alarm clocks.
plus, ive informed my mother to wake me up.
now if i still can oversleep,
then....
i dunno what to say to myself alr.
argh and can somebody just exchange throat with me pls.
im having sore throat. again.
and i hate having sore throat to the max.
at least last time,
i know the reason for having sore throat.
eat choc nv drink water.
1 hr later, kenna alr.
but now,
it has advanced to such a level that i dun even know what's causing it.
kuku?
VERY VERY.
and, vicks or strepsils dont work for me at all.
i ate dunno how many alr.
still the same.
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyys.
i better turn in now or i'll end up running more rounds tmr.
till next time,
to my throat, heal faster.
the the stupid flu bug, shoo away faster.
to my fringe, grow faster.
and to the rest of you,
take care and stay healthy!
:)
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