And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry


the long journey to school and back home always get me thinking.

and today, it hit me real hard again.

all these while, ive probably been living in a world of my own.
thinking that i'll always be having such a comfortable life, being able to have my needs and even wants.

but the thing is,
all along, ive been living off my parents.

and is this gonna last?
no.

it got me thinking.


will i be able to support myself in future?
will i turn out to be who i want to be?

the future will be turning into the present in no time.
yet, am i really ready to take all these up?

as far as i know. im most likely not.

ahhhhhh k.

now im beginning to fear for that.
i had better not slack so much and start studying real soon.
this time, i ought to ace my A's. ahahah sounds the same. ace A's. :)

whatmore,
its time i do myself a favour or i'll probably just regret.

do bady in A's.
cannot enter uni.
ambition fly away. far far far.

i doubt i'll be able to sit down and study NOW, like tmr.
cos im still in the holiday mood even though im still having schooooool.

i'll probably start sooooon la ah.
sometime this month or next month.
being the lazy me, it'll most likely be next month i guess.

kkk.
moving on to today.

caught rush hour 3 at trudy's place.
and headed for dinner with sis at suntec.
got donuts and now im sick of it. :/

so trg starts this week.
a part of me dreads trg.
another part of me wants trg to start cos i think im in some desperate need to exercise.

1. immune system getting really lousy. especially since im always falling sick this year.
2. eat and eat and eat. needa shed some fats alr.

instead of trg every wed.
its now every sat, 8.30am somemore.
thats freaking early.

now no more wake up late sessions on sat.

the worst thing is,
it clashes with my piano lesson.

and even if i change my piano lesson, i dunno which day to change.
dont want week day.
sunday must be freee.

only left with sat but sat got trg.

aiyerrrr.

how how how?
why like that why like that?

im a troublesome girl.
only for now la ah. HAHAHAH. :D

k so that one settle on fri.

moving on on on.

im still coughing and my sister calls me a cougher now. hahahaha.
quite funny but still, why arent i getting any better-er?

its funny but i can answer that myself though.

reason being,
im not refraining from the stuffs that make me cough even even more.

the stupid thing is when it comes to coughing,
this one cannot eat.
that one also cannot eat.

in the end,
i'll probably left with only plain white porridge to eat.

but k.
ive decided.

to cure faster faster faster,
i'll just be a good lil' girl and tahan for a few days. :)

k.
k.
k.

im happppppppppppehhhhhhh now cos there's no school tmr. :D :D :D

and happy deepavali!! :)

okayyys
ive blogged enough for now.

till next time,
take care and stay sweeeet! :)

-lotsa loves.

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