heya heya!!
i'm back from Taiwan and boy do i miss Singapore!!!

life in Taiwan was pretty ok but kinda tiring though.
kept travelling from one place to another in that bumpy coach.
and plus, since it's winter there, the stuffs sold are mainly suitable for wintertime.
so, i ended up with nth but food.
=(

plus, because i was in Taiwan, i missed the Christmas party!!
aiyer.
aiyer.
aiyer.

so anyways, i was just listening to the song Never let go in the bus.
and the lyrics in the song really struck me and got me thinking.

can ya lose everything, ya ever had planned
can ya sit down again, and play another hand
could ya risk everything, for the chance of being alone

imagine planning a camp all so well.
spending so much effort and time just to make sure what you've planned will run well.
you've stayed up all night, skipped your meals etc etc.
all these just to make sure everything is perfect.
and then, when everything is done and you're ready for the real thing, your in-charge tells you that the whole camp is cancelled.

how would you feel?

imainge playing black jack.
having an ace and a king.
the perfect card ever.
and then, the dealer tells you that he has given out the cards wrongly and that you have to return your cards to him and RESTART.

how would you feel?

and imagine yourself losing all your friends.
your closest friend.
your good friends.
EVERYONE.
being alone, all alone.
even in times of trouble, you're all alone.
no shoulders to cry on.
no listening ears.
no nothing.
just you and yourself.

how would you feel?

if you ask me, i wouldnt mind the first two situations.
but definitely not the last.
seriously speaking, living all alone, without any friends is a torture.

it's amazing eh.
how most of us cant live without friends when we are actually first born in a world full of strangers.
but the next moment, you cant live without them.
ppl whom were once known as strangers to us.

aye.
ok.
i should take a bath now.

till next time,
bye!
=)

1:09 PM