last paper tml.
physics mcq.

kinda filled with mixed feelings.

IF
i'm gonna screw my physics mcq
YET AGAIN.
my whole physics paper will then be a goner.

but then again,

i'm looking forward to the moment when the teacher in charge says,
"ok. pens down. stop writing."

wahahahhaa.
dont you just feel greaaaaaat??

whatmore,
it's the LAST prelims paper tml.

and yes.
its just the prelims.
=(

there's the HUGE O'S coming up next.
in about,
a month time?

anyways,
was just watching this show.
they were filming some lil' kids with their parents.

and whatever the kids want.
i really mean WHATEVER they want,

all they hafta do is,
just let out a small little whine.

if that method doesnt work,
CRY.

for them,
crying solves everything.

just squeeze some tears outta their eyes,
and whatever that want will be theirs.

but,
when the lil' kids grow up into teens.
no longer some lil' lil' kids,
things changed.

if you cry cos you cant get something you want.
chances are,
you will still never get the things you want.

and,
even worst.
others will just point fingers at you,
laughing outtttt looud,
saying,

"CRY BABY!!!"

when you're young,
parents often give in to you.
you dont wanna eat?
your parents will "beg" you to eat.

saying,
"come sweetie sweetie, eat lahhs. open your mouth~!! =) "

now?

when you dont wanna eat?

"dont eat dont eat lahhs. dont eat then SUA. dont come and tell me that you're hungry later."

hahaha.
ok.
i was just exaggerating on that part that are cursive and bold-ed.

but you kinda see the difference here.

hahaha.

.
.
.
.
.

no time = no priority.

once,
someone told me.
cant remember who.
a teacher i think.
but thats not important.

the thing he said was,
there's no such thing as no time.
its only whether you WANNA make time for it or not.
saying that you have no time means you do not prioritise.
there's 24 hours a day.
if you sacrifice the things you WANT to do and do the things that you NEED to do,
there will be more than enough time.

and the thing he said that struck me most was,

do you have time to sleep?
eat?
bathe?

the things we'll DEFINITELY do in a day.
so if we can find time to do these things,
why is it that we have no time?

what he said kinda made me reflect on myself.

there are many situtation whereby i just give in to temptations.
i'll just say,
"aiyah. watch tv first. later then study."

in the end,
the later-then-study will never come.
till maybe the next day?

but then again,
what makes me so SURE that there'll be the next day???

i'm just always so super sure that tml will ALWAYS come.
i leave things undone.
waiting till the next day to complete it.
ALWAYS thinking that tml will come.

have you ever wonder.

WHAT IF,
tml doesnt come?

and even so,
let's say tml really doesnt come. -touch wood-
will we ever know?

often,
many say that if today is my last day.
i will just spend all my time SOLELY with my loved ones.

family.
friends.
thats all.

but,
will we ever know when our last day will be?

answer is,
never.

we should all just live each day as though,
its the last.

haha.
sounds so common and cliche.

but if one can really live each day as though its the last,
his/her life would be like WHOA.
super fruitful.

and its hard.
really hard to live each day as though its the last.

i mean,
why would one think that he/she will die tml when he/she is still kicking alive now??

hmmmms.
i gotta really learnnnn.
and i'm sure it is gonna take a looooooong time for me to live each day as though its the last.

seems impossible ehs.

but,
if you never try,
you'll never know.

=D

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