life is full of mistakes.
and i feel that i've learnt much from the mistakes.
somehow, i've matured and changed.
after the many talks and everything, i feel that i've really learnt alot.
each time, i learn.
i reflect.
and then decide to make changes.
i'm glad that things are happening this way.
i'm really glad.
i thank you for everything.
i'm glad that i went to you for help.
it wasnt a wrong choice that i've made.
=)
mother's day is approaching~!
and guess what?
it's just tml.
lol.
ok. you guys would probably just go -_-""
anyway, i read this thing about mothers.
and i think that it would be a good thing to share.
here goes.
MOTHER'S DAY.
a mother loves right from the start.
she holds her baby close to her heart.
the bond that grows will never falter.
her love is so strong it will never alter.
a mother gives never ending love.
she never feels that she has given enough.
for you she will always do her best.
constantly working, there's no time to rest.
a mother is there when things go wrong.
a hug and a kiss to help us along.
always there when we need her near
gently wipes our eyes when we shed a tear.
so on this day shower your mother with love.
gifts and presents are nice but that is not enough.
give your mother a day to have some peace of mind.
be gentle, be good, be helpful, be kind.
by Carol Matthews
well, i find this really touching and sweet.
and true enough, gifts and presents are nice but that is not enough.
i used to think that oh well, its mothers day.
i shall get her a gift.
the more expensive the gift is, the deeper my love is towards her.
and till now, i realised that i was very wrong.
yes, gifts are nice and really sweet.
but i feel, the best way to show how deep your love is towards your mum is to show it to her through the way you behave and act.
actions speak more than words.
and showing how deep your love is towards your mum is not only being all good and nice to her during mother's day.
as what they always say, everyday is mother's day.
to show how deep your love is towards your mum, you should be all good and nice to her everyday.
even the smallest thing that you do can affect your mum's impression of you.
so i've learnt.
even though there are times where i quarrelled with my mum and really think that she's a nuisance,
deep down, she still cares for me.
she has done alot and has sacrificed alot.
just for me.
and now, it's time for me to repay her.
something else that i've read.
A MOTHER...
when you';re a child she walks before you
to set an example
when you're a teenager she walks behind you
to be there should you need her
when you're an adult she walks beside you
so that as two friends you can enjoy life together.
by an Unknown Author
i've learnt alot.
and i'm determined to change for the better.
=)
i've made a promise.
and i'll keep to it.
until the age of 19, then i'll have a relationship with another guy.
she said, " dont think that you're ready for a relationship when the fact is that you are not. you're only ready for a relationship when you intend to lead the relationship between yourself and him/her towards a marriage. "
i thought its pretty true.
and how can we be thinking of getting married at this age?
so i guess afterall, i'm still very not ready.
anyway, i've signed the card and made a promise.
and i'm keeping to it.
=)
