school was lousy today.
maths ca was really hard.
but thank god that almost everyone thinks it's hard.
imagine if i'm the only thinking it's hard.
i'll be very discouraged.
yupps.
so chem was ok.
didnt really had many lessons today.
only had one period of maths.
and two english.
then chapel and no more.
yupps.
during chapel, they show the video.
its really very saddening and hurting.
didnt dare to see the part where the nail poke through his hand.
its nc16 afterall.
hahaz.
i'm just 15.
-grinz-
so i thought it was rather ermmms.
dunno what word to use.
but its really painful.
not as though i've gone through the pain before.
but it really looks very painful.
in fact, i tink it is very painful.
sighhs.
after chapel.
lunch and duty for meet the parents session.
its tiring.
super tiring.
very very tired noww.
hahas.
but after the meet the parents session, i realised that no matter how bad your parents treat you, scold you or anything, i guess deep down in their heart, somehow, they still care for you.
there's one parent.
she had financial problems.
her daughter says her mum always vent her anger on her.
then, her mum started tearing abit.
and her mum said, "i know i'm in the wrong. but i'm trying my very best to earn as much money so as to enable you to continue your tuition."
i was touched.
really.
and the thing that made my heart really melt was when the daughter replied, "i'm sorry. i promise to do my best."
just a short statement.
a few words.
it made my heart melt.
really.
so i guess parents do care for their children in a way.
no matter how hard they scold you or what, they still care for you.
some even went around asking the teachers to recommend them good assessment books.
if you see it in a negative way, it shows their kiasu-ism.
but if you see it in a positive way, it shows that they care very much for their child's education and wanna try as hard to help them excel in their acdemic.
after staying there and hearing so many conversations, i really think that parents do care somehow.
yupps.
but one parent was very very funny.
he was telling the teacher, "if my son is talkative, i provide you with scotch tape. you help me tape his mouth up."
lol.
funny parent.
yupps.
oh.
but ms ong was very negative in her comments.
discourage students only.
sighhs.
anyways, after meet the parents session, we decided to hang out since ca are over.
then, we remembered the 11pm curfew set by singapore.
sighhs.
but we still went to tm.
and realised how crowded it was.
there was like no place to sit down.
so we didnt really wanted to linger around cos we were attracting much attention.
one thing, we were all in school uniform.
another thing, we were in quite a big group.
so like that walk around quite attention seeking.
then we didnt wanna get caught by any teachers or police.
hahaz.
so we went home.
yupps.
reached home at around 10.30pm.
then bathed.
and here i am.
hahaz.
yupps.
tml still got chem tuition and piano.
sighhs.
sians..
oh yahhs~!
today was the o's registration.
i felt the heavy burden after confirming and signing my name on the piece of paper.
like suddenly, a heavy piece of rock just slam down on me.
sighhs.
o'levels last for like 10 days!!
now ca 3 days and i'm like dead already.
just for ca, i'm quite stressed out.
imagine o's.
10 days.
what would happen to me?!?
sighhhs.
life is really quite hard ehhs.
yupps.
hiyahhs.
my ankle now hurts.
been hurting for quite a few days le.
mum say if it still hurts must go and see doctor then dunno do what lahhs.
weird one.
sighhs.
anyways, i shall go sleep.
very tired le.
yupps.
take care ppl.
nites.
=)
