bad more of extremely bad day.
early in the morning, quarelled with mum AND sis.
over what??
me forgetting to bring the hp.
i got scolded cos we went seperate ways and had to contact each other.
no hp, cant contact.
so, i got scolded.
found it rather stupid.
owells, so maybe i was in the wrong.
but i dun think i am the ONLY ONE in the wrong.
sis needa the hp to contact us.
why didnt she bring the hp herself??
fine. so mum said that i had the responsibility to bring it cos i was the one holding on to it most of the times.
reasonable.
but the hp is like SHARED between me and my sis.
SHE has at least some responsiblity to bring it.
or at least to remind me to bring it.
nvms.
got scolded.
but of course, i argued and got scolded like even more.
my sis told me to like stop arguing and just listen to mum.
and its not said nicely.
if its said nicely, i might still accept it.
but anyways, my dear sis, do you actually realised that when you are angry, you actually argued with mum non-stop too??
dont say that you dont argue with mum back cos you've just done it like a few days ago.
seriously, look hu's talking??
i'm not trying to say that i am totally not in the wrong.
yes, i am in the wrong.
i forgot to bring the phone.
i admit it.
i apologise.
but, i just feel that how this whole thing is being handled is not very fair though.
ahhhs.
whatever it is, it's over.
case close.
just want to blog it down to let it all out.
anyways, went for a haircut today.
quite nice.
feels lighter.
hahaz.
sis says it makes no diff, i've waste money blahhs blahhs.
whatever.
dont wish to argue.
had ENOUGH of quarrels today.
as long as i think its nice.
i'm happy.
ahhs.
think i woke up on the wrong side of bed today.
everything's so wrong.
whatever i say, i get shoot.
whatever sis or mum say, i feel like arguing back.
quite irritating.
just feel like closing the door and be alone in my room.
then, there will be peace.
dont get me wrong.
its not that i dont like my family or what.
i love them as much as they love me.
but sometimes, its just that life isnt that smooth sailing.
especially this year.
communication with family isnt very good.
with dad, its still okayy.
probably because i dont see him that often as i see my mum and sis thats why i seldom quarrel with him.
but sis and mum??
-shake head-
seems like there's some communication problems between me and them.
feels that communicating with friends are much easier than communicating with them.
dunno why.
does the whole problem lies on me or them??
maybe its just me lahhs.
ahhhs.
whatever it is.
guess all these are just part and parcel of my life.
it'll soon be over.
for the time being, i shall just try not to argue with them.
TRY lahh hahs.
hehs.
