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Sunday, May 29, 2005

hellos.
okayy. i'm back from the council outing. energy level= 0/100. totally used up all my energy. but it's really a meaningful one. really. it somehow got the councillors bonded in one way or another. to say the truth, i somehow learnt something about myself during this outing. we had this game called one thing. we are like supposed to say one strengh and weakness of everyone. everyone really spoke the truth. we all spoke the truth of how we felt about each other. as for me, most people said that i am kinda like afraid to show others totally about my true self. to say the truth. i felt that what they said were quite true. i dont really know how to say. at times, it is just so hard to show others who i really am. i mean, i am someone who really cares about how others look at me. i admit that i am one who cares quite alot about my image. and thats why i tend to really try very hard to portray myself as the good good kind of person. maybe this is because of the way i am being brought up. yes, they are right. i dont really dare to show others who i really am. maybe because i am afraid of letting them see my true self. maybe because i am afraid that they may not like my true self. it all points out to me being afraid of knowing how others really feel of my true self. which also means that i have no confidence in my own character. i just dont know. hmm. maybe i should try changing. try searching for hu i really am and be myself. it's good that they actually tell me this. at least i know how they think of me. okayy. i shall try to change. give me some time and support okayy ppl?? anywayz, thanks to those who told me this. dont regret saying this yahh. i mean, it has done me good. thanks alot. do remind me if you feel that i am beginning to care alot about my image again. hahaz. okayy. thats all for now!! take care!! chaoz~!!


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