" if we hold on together, i know our dreams will never die... " just came back from school. i attended choir today!! thats something to be proud of. *smiles* we sang our syf songs as usual. quite bored singing the same old songs over and over again. but no choice. just gotta endure for like another 2 weeks or so. syf is on 7th april. which means, i get to skip lessons on that particular day!! three cheers for me!! *winks* overall practice for today, quite good. =) had all three sci today. yes, all three. imagine how boring it is. listening to the teacher talking and talking non-stop when everyone is like half asleep. sigh. but thank god mdm eio.( did i spell her name correctly?? ) anyway, she wasnt here today. but there's work to do. anyhow, it is still better than listening to her talking. =P school is just boring for thursdays and fridays. wednesdays too. told mingshan i wanted to quit school. just a casual remark though. joseph heard and asked, " are you sure you want to quit sch?? do you dare?? " okay. i admit. i dont dare. =p haha. but i really feel very stress. sigh. life is tough. mdm wong said that what we learnt now is what she learnt when she was at jc. i was like wth!! how i wish i was born earlier. sigh. now listening to chun zhen. sung by wu yue tian. a very touching song. ='( sigh. anywayz, there's this council outing which is somehow optional. dont know if i wanna go. it is 5 bucks for 3 rounds of bowling i guess. i put a yes on the list. but now, cant decide if should really go or not. seems like not much ppl are going. what should i do? to go or not? shall go ask some advice from sis. haha. my mum's singing karaoke now. and shes singing a weird song. got ahh choo and cha cha cha one. *laughs* my mum's someone who enjoys life. me? my life is in a mess. dont know how to clear it up. studies deproving. slacking like nobody's business. in a very difficult position now. at a lost. total lost. feels very extra. sigh. this is my life. this is what i am facing now. may not seems the case. thats because i am someone who doesnt tell ppl how i feel. it is not that i dont trust anybody. it is just that i am not good at expressing myself in a way that is exactly how i feel. i have tried sharing my problems with ppl whom i trust and it always turned out that they get the wrong idea of my problems. anywayl, i just feel that what i should do now is to take things naturally. let nature take its course. i always say this but somehow, it is quite hard to do so. whatever it is now, i think i must take things easy. go easy. =)
okay. shall stop here. =) i should be blogging again later. see ya!! chaoz chaoz~!
