okay. i am bored. so i am here, blogging. again. this blog will be a special one. *smiles* i would take this time to thank certain ppl whom have made a difference in my life. it's gonna be a long long one. so bare with it. =)
to huizhi: hey girl!! i must admit that you have been a great friend. really. a friend whom i can trust and rely on. you have been through a lot with me. we have known each other for like more than 2 years. and i must say that it has been great! thanks for tolerating all my craps and singing and talking sooo loudly till you can hear every single word i say even when you are like dunno how many many many seats away from me. i seriously didnt know how loud i was. but anywayz, i admit that at times, i may not talk to you as much as i used to. i think you felt it too. but i am not quite sure of it. if i am right, then i am really sorry. i know the feeling of it isnt good. i have tried it before. thats why, i really really really want you to know that no matter what happens, whether i did not talk to you for days, weeks or years (okay, i know i am exaggerating it) but whatever it is, i just want to say that deep inside me, you will always have a place and plays a part in my life. it sounds abit too rou ma. but thats how i feel. want to take this chance to thank you. a million million thank you. *smiles*
to germaine: okay. i think you might not be able to see this. but anyhow, i still want to take this chance to say what i have longed to say to you. you have been a great friend. it is hard to say how great is the great. it is just very very great. you are someone whom i know wouldnt betray me. i can be very sure of that. someone whom i trust. thanks. i know it has been a hard time sitting behind me. i admit how noisy and irritating i was. *laughs* so yahz. thanks for tolerating my nonsence, craps, singing, being so lor soh *smiles* and everything. thanks for all the advice you have given me. i will heed to it. =) but remember, do not stress yourself too much yeah?? and no matter what happens, i will be there for you. i swear by the moon and the stars. *winks* anyway, i apologise for those things i have accidentally said. like the other time?? to jac. accidentally blurt it out. i am really really sorry for that. really really. anyhow, i had a great time with you. nice knowing you. really. you are one friend who have make a difference in my life. you have thought me many things. =) thanks alot.
to yunzhen: yo yo yo!! =) you fave phrase. isit?? haha. anyway, you have also been another great friend that i have. someone whom i can trust and share my sorrows with. you have really been a friend who is very caring. and i mean very. your consoling skills are really good. whenever i come to you with unhappiness in me due to some small trivial matters, you would definitely console me till i really feel that as though rain is over and the sun is shining. you really make me feel this way. i know that there is a point of time whereby certain things happened. dont want to elaborate more bout it yeah? i really really apologise for that. hope it did not affect our friendship yeah?? i know somehow or rather, it will affect abit. it is natural. i cant expect you to totally forget about that and treat it as though nothing has happened. it is impossible for you to do so. i understand. but whatever it is, i just want you to know that you are one person who have taught me alot too. thank you so much. i still have much to learn from you. =) anyhow, i will definitely treasure this friendship i have with you. thanks alot.
to mingshan: hey girl!! firstly, i got to really apologise a million million times for breaking promises over and over again yah?? i owe you lots. really sorry. i am very very sure that the friendship between each other have indeed improve by alot ever since you sit infront of me. we were very good friends in the beginning of sch. those days in sec ones. gradually, i admit that our friendship have drifted further and further. but thank god it has improved again. =) i must say that you are someone whom i trust. really. you have been a great friend and i just want to let you know that no matter what happens, i will be there for you. *smiles*
to janice: my jie. =) we started to become 'siblings' since we were in sec two?? around that time. i got to know you better. real better. and now, we have become close friends and siblings. *winks* it is really nice knowing you. you have encouraged me and motivated me whenever i am feeling low. you have always given me the kind of feeling whereby you will be there for me when i am feeling down. thank you soo much. remember k? we will work hard together, jia you together and score well together!! whatever happens, i will be there for you. i will. =) thanks for everything!!
to weilin( from 6.8) : hihi!! you may not read this. or you may. hope so. but anyhow, i would like to thank you for the things you have done for me. it has been many many years. and we are still in contact! thats a good thing. i have not forgotten you okay? and i will never. if you happen to change your house no, please inform me yeah?? all the best in whatever you do. good luck!!
to peishan: hahaz. i got to really apologise for making soo much noise. or maybe for talking too loud. hahaz. i think talking to loudly is the main thing i should apologise.*laughs* anyway, you have been great. someone who will help me out whenever i am in need. a nice friend. had great fun going out with you guys. will cherish the days we all spent together. =) of cuz, there are more 'outings' to come. look forward to it. thanks for everything. *smiles*
to huiwoong: heyz!! kkz. first, i got to really apologise for not being able to go with you to play basketball. i owe you one k? really sorry. you have been a great friend. really great friend. =) someone whom will nv betray friends. thanks for tolerating all my crap and nonsense yah? hahaz. really sorry. you guys must have a hard time. but anyway, those days whereby we all go out together after sch for lunch and maybe a movie. i will definitely treasure it. definitely. *smiles* thanks for everything.
to rachel: we have known each other for the longest time ever. since pri 5 till now. for many years. =) didnt know you quite well then. but began to know you better. a very very nice friend. =) very caring too. always care for others first before yourself. i salute you for that. thanks for everything!! take care.!
to bundit: zaloha. your way of saying hi to me. *smiles* anyway, you have been another great friend. someone who is nice to talk to online. have lotsa craps to share. hahaz. you are going back after your o-levels. and when you leave, you better not forget me okay. i warn you. i am warning you again. anyway, it would be sad to see you leave. sigh. let's not talk about sad things. anyway, you are someone who have made a difference in my life. you played a part in my life. of cuz, you are also someone who always say i look like a kid. hmpf. hahaz. i admit that though. *laughs* anyway, i had a great time going out with you guys. very fun. look forward to more ah. *hint hint* go organize more 'outings'. hahaz. take note, i thanked you individually. ;) you cant say i am not sincere le ah. hahaz. thanks for everything. =)
to joseph: heyz. firstly, you have been a great friend. =) someone whom is good at giving advice. good advice i mean. not useless ones. haha. also someone whose house has loads and loads of food to eat. remember those days when we always go to your house for talent time practice. haha. had a fun time. sigh. those were the days. by the way, when is the next time we get to go to your house again?? hahaz. jkjk. anyway, thanks for everything yah? nice knowing you. you have been a really really nice friend. thanks a million. =)
to jared: hey hey hey. firstly, hows her ah? haha. shall stop being so kaypo. anyway, you are a nice friend. i admit that i only crap around with you. no serious talk other than some wuliao stuffs like you asking me how i find this girl that girl. haha. but it was nice talking to you. keep in touch yeah. dont forget me ah. though i have a feeling you will. but you better not even think of forgetting me. kkz. thanks for everything.
to vincent: thanks to the guy who keep suaning me every single day. thanks to the guy who is always saying that i am noisy. thanks to the guy who 'you shi mei shi' anyhow hit my head. i can sue you anytime if i become stupid okay!! you better thank god i am a kind soul and didnt sue you. but i must admit at times, you are at least quite kind. kind enough to tell me the answers for the physics or bio test. you still got a bit 'liang xin'. btw, you owe me 2 cups of drinks. muahahaz. okay. you are another one i should apologise for crapping too much or disturbing your 'peace'. but too bad, unless you change place, you got to 'ren' my craps for a few more months. anyway, i must admit that you made me realise that as long as you put in the effort, you can accomplished anything. thanks.
to tim teh: thanks for calling me a copy cat ah?? *laughs* though now seldom see you in sch le. where you disappear to ah? haha. anyway, you are a nice friend. nice person to chat with online. with those craps. =) help me pass time. seems like a really trustworthy friend. yupz. thanks for everything. take care.
to my mum: okay. you definitely not going to be able to read this. but i will still say this. i know you have been saying that i have changed. i dont deny. i change everyday. i mean, even you have changed. but i must make this clear once and for all. never once did i not like you or detest you. you have been telling me that i am starting to dislike you. i told you over and over that i did not. but you failed to believe me. what else can i say? i can just make it clear to you now that i did not and will never dislike you. i know you think i changed because of my behaviour. you think that i became bad tempered. yes, i admit. but have you ever thought that why is it that i am like that?? reason is very simple. whenever you want to try to communicate with me, i am busy with all those topid tests and hw. i have lots of things to be done. and you just came in at the wrong time over and over. naturally, i will feel bad tempered and irritated. i apologise for that. but reallly think you should understand that too. i have never told you how much i love you. but now, i am saying it. the love you showered on me cannot be expressed in words. it is something that is far more than words. i know you love and care for me. i do too. just that i didnt show it out. but whatever it is, i just want you to know that i love you. *smiles*
to my dad: you are confirm not going to be able to read this. but whatever it is, i also want you to know that you have been a great dad. though at times, i admit that i may find you naggy. but i know whatever you do, is for my own sake. just like mum. i will try to do what you say. i am trying my very best to read newspaper everyday. it takes great determination reading those boring stuffs. but anyway, do give me sometime. i promise i will do so. just give me sometime. *smiles* life is tough for you. i know. i understand. though i dont understand it fully, i know that it is hard to take care of the whole family. it is hard being the head of the family with lots of responsibilities. it has been hard on you. i am really sorry. and also, thank you so much. no matter how many thank you i say, it will never be able to thank you fully for all the things you have done for me. but i must say that i appreciate what you have done. you are a good dad. =) i love you too.
to my sis: you may read this. or may not. depends. hopefully, you will. anyhow, i just want to let you know that though with all those quarrels we had, i still love and treat you as my sister. sometimes, i may show you the kind of attitude whereby it irritates or disgusts you. i am sorry. thanks for tolerating all my rubbish. i respect you. really. though it doesnt seems like it. i really do respect you. you are a great sis. you are someone whom i can really fully fully trust you. i tell you things that i have never told mum or dad. and i tell you those stuffs because i know you will not tell them. right?? anyway, i am glad that you come and look for me too whenever you are in trouble. remember okay? i will be glad to help. lastly, thanks for the things you have done for me. i appreciate it. i have nv ever said this to you. but now, i will. i love you.
thanks to everyone. i appreciate what you have done for me. thank you soo much. =)))
