this goes to all who knows me.. decided to summarise everything about my life.. *nothing better to do here*
remember the first day when i cried out loud it was the first day when i came into this world the world that filled with love and care and yet hatred and violence too i knew nothing abosolutely nothing my parents brought me up and i became 1 i learnt how to stand up i failed a thousand times but yet, persevered on soon, i turned 2 standing up became an easy task walking was my next goal i fell repeatedly bruises and injuries all over me i tried again and again and finally succeeded years gone by i finally turned 8 i've learnt all that i needed to learn how to stand how to walk how to eat and the list goes on... now, it was time for me to attend school to step into my so called second 'home' good or bad god knows i had mixed feelings in me i wanted to attend school to make more friends but yet, i did not want to leave my parents for that 6 whole hours i felt totally weird soon, i got used to it and was no longer going to school just to have fun it was time for some serious work to be done this happened when i turned 12 the time where exams played a huge part in my life days after days months after months it was the day to collect my PSLE grades i expected at least 230 but i was wrong very wrong 223 was what i got instead it was sad very sad but i somehow got over it
time passes i turned 13 got into st hilda's sec sch class of 1D good or bad?? again god knows when i first stepped in i saw many faces that looked innocent i felt a tinge of nervousness deep inside me i thought to myself are they really as innocent and naive as they look or are they just putting on a mask nobody knows soon i turned 14 i finally knew how 'innocent and naive' my friends are notice i used the word friends because i realised how important these people are to me it was the last year we got to see each other it was the last year we got to be in the same classroom it was the last year we got to see those familiar faces it was the last year we got to spend our time together as a whole as a class called 1D and 2D it was only then when we realised that we are about to part soon it was only then when we began to cherish the moments spent together it was only then when pieces of beautiful memories we had started coming back to us on the last day of school which was also the separation of 2D we all wished that we could start all over again as 1D we all wished we could turn back the clock and go back to those days we had but we could not it was time to say goodbye it was time to part all felt unwilling to part but we had no choice from then on, 2D became only part of our memories it became the past it became the history but all of us still had the 2D spirit in us the spirit we all had can never be the past nor can it be the history it can only be the present and the future nothing but that one year past i turned 15 stepped into a brand new class 3A good or bad?? again god knows all i know was that i missed 2D days after days tears filled my eyes i couldnt help thinking about 2D thinking about those wonderful moments we had it was just so perfect and beautiful i went to take a look at the classroom we used to be in memories came flowing back sigh those were the days months later which was who i am now i have learnt much from those experience i had and have definitely not finished learning there's still many obstacles to overcome and lessons to be learn my journey of life does not just stop here it continues in fact this is just the beginning i have more to come... love, jacintha
