i really wish to let it all out.
let
EVERYTHING all out.
i dunno whats stopping me from doing it.
but it's so hard to do it.
all stressed up over many things.
sometimes, i just feel like giving up.
mood swings.
i'm having them pretty frequent these days.
and i think i'm having one now.
whats wrong with me.
one moment, i feel happy.
the next moment, i feel depressed.
-_-"
life is getting tougher.
the obstacles are getting tougher.
my route is getting rougher.
all the inspiring words that kept me going just disappeared all of a sudden.
those positive thoughts of mine just vanished into the thin air.
feeling lousy.
but, there's something that kept me going.
the thought of me not being the only one out there.
if i think i'm feeling very terrible, there are millions of ppl out there in the world feeling very terrible too.
some might be feeling even WORST than me.
i'm counted as a fortunate girl.
i supposed this is the only thing that kept me going.
but it didnt kept me going strong.
urghhhs.
i hate mood swings.
and i thought i was right. i was not...
