crapp.
i feel so awkward. ever since you guys told me my flaws, i've been trying hard to change for the better. maybe i am too sensitive or what. but now, i feel kinda weird. i feel even more like i am trying just tooo too hard to be myself. far too hard that it all seems even more un-real. i sounds like a real despo, trying all ways to be myself. yes, i am. hm, i asked my mum for some advice. and she said, " have you ever wondered that maybe hu you are now are really hu you are? " she sounds both right and wrong. maybe hu i am now is really hu i am. oh heck. i am confused now. haiz. maybe i should just take it easy. oanywayz, woke up darn late today. 11 plus plus. had brunch, did some work and went for tuition. first lesson though. it was good lahh. yupp yupp. had bk after that and went home. yahh. seems like a really short day. *laughs* and now, doing my sci project. shit. want to get over this soon. okay. shall stop here. take care. chaoz~!!
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